Hello Readers.
I'm, Felicia Cha Hee Eun.
Currently turning to 15.
Love to sing and rock the world!.

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I'm fucking stress , cousin's family came my house , will be staying here till idk .
I'm just waiting for them to leave my house , but i don't know when , fuckerzsx .
I have no room to sleep , except my brother's , but i can't sleep as he will be playing his dota till late at night , fuck , the click sounds , i can't stand it .
So i only have to sleep on the sofa , mother , do not even care about me , she ignore what i say .
I hate being so lonely , no one talks with me at home .
Even mother , she don't even care a fucking damn on me .
Being a mother should understand her own daughter , but she just ignore like a stranger .
I don't know why i deserve this , i did nothing wrong , the cousin of mine , 8 years old boy .
He has fucking xialan + guailan attitude , i asked him to pass my phone , he told me to take myself as i got hands and legs , when it's in front of him , 8years old , so attitude , zzzz .
When i shouted at him , mother will be kpkb-ing me , wtf , what's wrong with her ?
Did aunt gave her money ?
Don't fucking understand her , she's my own mum , but still i can't understand .
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I have broke up with Nicholas , i just can't open my heart to him and can't forget him .
I hope i did not hurt him , as it's short relationship .
Happy without me , nicholas , you'r not a bad guy , goodbye .
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Do you fucking know how much i love you ?
No , of course you'r not , as i dont express my love to yous .
Becuase , I just don't want to lose my pride .
I always want you to do everything for me , but not me .
You always had first moved , when you also wants your pride .
Pride , making us sad , lonely and heartpain .
I kept thinking of you when i wanted to tell you about my problems .
I never told you anything as i did not wanted you to worry , because i loved you .
I thought i won't be loving you so deep , but it's wrong .
But now , you'r not here with me , not loving me , not even call/text me .
I know you can't be loving me forever , but i still can't let you go , boy .
I'm sure you love another girl , and i hate to see that .
I hate when you talk with other girls , i hate when you with other girls , i hate when you'r meeting other girls , i hate when you'r texting/calling other girls at night or morning , I hate when you told me about other girls , I hate when you gave your heart to other girl , I hate when you'r not with me , I really hate those thing that you do .
I want you to be mine again .
I dont wanna lose you again , but now , it's all gone .




I simply love you , dear .
I'm sorry that i keep talking with other guys .
I'm sorry that i keep making you angry .
I'm sorry that i keep attitude-ing you without a reason .
But soon i will change because of you .
I just want to be nicholas's , and forever your girl .
It's only a few days with you but i can say i really love you .
Sometimes , you can't meet me as you'r busy with your work , but i will understand .
Dear , i know i can't be perfect girlfriend to you , but i will try my best to do so .
Nicholas Tan , i just simply loves yous .
I'm your sweetest baby ♥

I know you facing alot of troubles , problems , but why don't you face them all one by one ?
Family problem , Relationship problem , Your outside problem , why not slowly slove it ?
Family problem , i can't help you with anything .
Relationship problem , i know we ended that way , i know i'm not a good , not caring enough , because of small thing den i break with you , but i hope we can be friends , friends are better den boyf or girlf sometimes , you asked me if i want to patch with yous , but i don't get the difference with anythings , i feel that you'r not longer the guy i know , you changed so much , i know problems are making you crazy but you can't just end it that way .
You told me to take good care about myself and i cried , you told me so many things yesterday .
I did not even get to sleep , my tears are just falling non stop , i never tot you'r so weak inside .
You just wanted me to hate you because if anything happen to yous , i won't be sad .
Why you think that way , why i wont be sad , even if you'r not my boyf , i will also be sad .
So don't think about doing silly things and stay happy , i will be there for you no matter what .
Just be strong , and think about happy days not problems and troubles .

Wtf , this guy asked me blog about him , i think he fall in love with me , laughs !
He told me alot of stuffs , not sweettalks , of cos .
He's really heartless , he broke girls heart , i don't know why girls will like this guy .
Not attrative at all , just a normal guy , hahahah , super normal .
He promise me , he will treat me eat at resturant , drinks , movie , even popcorn .
But i think it's lie , if it's really a lie , i am going to smash his ass !
I guess when he see this , he will be super touched and tears will come down from his eyes .