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Hello Readers.
I'm, Felicia Cha Hee Eun.
Currently turning to 15.
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Stressdieme , fucks .
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 7:05 PM

I'm fucking stress , cousin's family came my house , will be staying here till idk .
I'm just waiting for them to leave my house , but i don't know when , fuckerzsx .
I have no room to sleep , except my brother's , but i can't sleep as he will be playing his dota till late at night , fuck , the click sounds , i can't stand it .
So i only have to sleep on the sofa , mother , do not even care about me , she ignore what i say .
I hate being so lonely , no one talks with me at home .
Even mother , she don't even care a fucking damn on me .
Being a mother should understand her own daughter , but she just ignore like a stranger .
I don't know why i deserve this , i did nothing wrong , the cousin of mine , 8 years old boy .
He has fucking xialan + guailan attitude , i asked him to pass my phone , he told me to take myself as i got hands and legs , when it's in front of him , 8years old , so attitude , zzzz .
When i shouted at him , mother will be kpkb-ing me , wtf , what's wrong with her ?
Did aunt gave her money ?
Don't fucking understand her , she's my own mum , but still i can't understand .
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I have broke up with Nicholas , i just can't open my heart to him and can't forget him .
I hope i did not hurt him , as it's short relationship .
Happy without me , nicholas , you'r not a bad guy , goodbye .
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Do you fucking know how much i love you ?
No , of course you'r not , as i dont express my love to yous .
Becuase , I just don't want to lose my pride .
I always want you to do everything for me , but not me .
You always had first moved , when you also wants your pride .
Pride , making us sad , lonely and heartpain .
I kept thinking of you when i wanted to tell you about my problems .
I never told you anything as i did not wanted you to worry , because i loved you .
I thought i won't be loving you so deep , but it's wrong .
But now , you'r not here with me , not loving me , not even call/text me .
I know you can't be loving me forever , but i still can't let you go , boy .
I'm sure you love another girl , and i hate to see that .
I hate when you talk with other girls , i hate when you with other girls , i hate when you'r meeting other girls , i hate when you'r texting/calling other girls at night or morning , I hate when you told me about other girls , I hate when you gave your heart to other girl , I hate when you'r not with me , I really hate those thing that you do .
I want you to be mine again .
I dont wanna lose you again , but now , it's all gone .